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One of my dear friends in the CIIS program emails when she can sneak a
message out of Libya:
Many many thanks for all your kind words and support. They really
mean more than I had ever expected at this time. At this difficult
time, when you feel so vulnerable and alone it is good to know that
some people actually care about our well-being. Thank you.
We are still alive! It has been a very very rough couple of days. It
is pure terror. Streets are full of big men shooting at people on
sight, especially during the night. Hummers covered in an iron cage
are roaming the streets with Kalishnikovs and other things going off
from them. Toyota landcruisers with anti-aircraft artillery fixed on
the top of the vehicle, fire in the air and on people. A couple of
days ago a large group of anti-government protesters gathered and were
marching to the main square of Tripoli when all hell broke loose.
Army Helicopters flew on top of them and fired on them in the middle
of the street. AS soon as the helicopters would stop the Land
cruisers and hummers would take over. And these protestors had no
arms! Then Army Helicopters and aircrafts went on to fire
intensively on main streets of 3 big neighborhoods in Tripoli.
Injured people and dead bodies lay on the streets and people were
unable to pull them out of the way in fear of the shooting
landcruisers and hummers which were speeding through the streets and
shooting randomly. My cousin describes it was like a hunter shooting
a flock of pigeons, several were falling at one time. I saw nothing
because we locked our house, and pulled down the shutters. But the
sounds and smell gave a clear picture. I am not sure how many people
have died in Tripoli thus far and we will never know for sure until
Kaddaffi is out of the picture. But my friend who works in the central
hospital can not even describe what he sees. Many many many dead,
even women and babies. They shoot anyone who happens to be on the
street when they pass and women holding their babies are not exempt.
I am also not sure who is alive and who is dead of the people I know.
I know my close relatives are still ok, at least no one is dead. But
all communication is cut off – no phone, no internet. We try to sneak
on foreign networks to find out if our close relatives in other parts
of the city are still alive. Even some news channels like Al Jazeera
have been cut off and no reporters are allowed in Libya. The
government has isolated us completely so that the outside world (as
well as the inside world) does not know what is happening in Libya.
Still some people manage to sneak information and some pictures out of
the country- I do not know how.
It is difficult. We are imprisoned in our home, glued to the TV
trying to learn about what is happening in our country. Life has
stopped. Our kids are terrorized. There is a shortage of food and
bread because shops are closed. Pharmacies are closed, we have no
access to medicine. I am out of fever syrup and my daughter is still
sick with fever. We are all sick. We move, but we are not really
alive.
After Kadaffi's speech yesterday it seems the worst is yet to come.
Today things are calm, but then again, he offered a cease fire for 24
hrs. After this time any protestors seen on the streets will be
attacked. And as he said, he has not used "any force" yet. I wonder
what "force" means to him. If army aircrafts, helicopters,
anti-aircraft artillery, tanks, Kalishnikovs and guns are not force
than what is. Last night they were forcing people to go out in a
progovernment demonstration. They came to our gate, fired some shots
in the air, tried to break the gate open and shouted for us to join
the demonstrations in the green square. We did not budge, we did not
even breath until they moved on to the next house. They probably
thought we were on our way already. Thousands of people were shown on
state TV cheering for Kaddafi on the main square, but then again who
would dare not to.
As I said tonight things are calm, but it is a tense calm.
Anti-government protestors are planning to continue to go on the
streets peacefully even when they know it means death. They feel
continuing under this man is death anyway. I admire their courage,
bravery and selflessness. These young men are making Libya's future
knowing that they might not even live to enjoy it. On the one hand I
want this to be over soon, but on the other hand if ending this soon
would mean still having Kaddaffi , then I want it to go on for as long
as it takes. He has done enough and he needs to be stopped at any
cost. The last days have shown that the cost will be very heavy.
Thank you again and I will contact you whenever the circumstances permit.
Amel
The more we sweat for peace, the less we bleed in war.
- Vijaya Lakshmi Pandit